When we're together, it's perfect.

Just by seeing you smile, made my day. Though i only can watch you from afar all the time. Do you still keep our conversations? Well, i do. And when i re-read them, tears form. You changed so much over the months. We could have been an item. People are asking if i'm okay and i said i'm fine when i'm not. You got me missing you all day long. You could have made my day in the morning just by a morning text. Well, all i can say is things are fucking different now. I only exist when you need me. But it's okay. I'd rather exist when you need me then leaving me there to rot. I don't care even if you reply :) or something. At least i've crossed your mind.